I love media that talks about Aspergers. It is hopeful to me that the more we investigate and highlight aspects of it, the more informed we will come. That is the goal behind this blog actually. While it is cathartic to me to be able to write down what is going on in my head, it is also my hope that what I experience will contribute to a bigger picture of shared experiences among Aspies. Which brings me to ADAM, the movie. This is an independent movie about a man with Aspergers who is suddenly thrust into the world on his own by the death of his father. It discusses jobs, love, relationships, and basically highlights the additional difficulty that Aspies face when dealing with these already difficult scenarios. I enjoyed the movie. I thought it was fairly similar to my own experiences in life. I was able to relate to much of it. Except that Adam in the movie was not a christian. I don't really have a big problem with that because I don't expect Hollywood to use Christianity as part of the protagonist's struggle.
I also reluctantly enjoy watching The Big Bang Theory. I have to tell you out right though that there is a big part of it that I find very offensive and it is not a tv show that I can recommend with a clear conscience. It is assumed that one of the leading characters is an Aspie, though it has never been pointed out within the show.
These two examples of Aspergers in film got me thinking about a curiosity. I do visit many Asperger forums and interact with a number of other Aspies. Many of them are atheists. Not even agnostic, but outright atheist. There are a few of us Christian Aspies out here as well, praise God, and I am sure the ratio is probably on par with Christians in the NT world.
What has me wondering is why an Asperger would come to an atheistic conclusion about the world around them. Setting aside the issue of election, I am approaching this pondering from the human perspective. I know that I benefit from the gift of seeing the world around me through faith that has been given to me by God. I can easily say that if God said it, it must be so. But I do not have to rely on that alone, not by a long shot.
I ask myself why the Asperger would use his analytical mind and lack of emotional dependency to embrace scientific method and still come to the conclusion that there is no God.
Scientific method is the best way to understand the physical world around us. It utilizes all of our five senses. It does also limit us to our understanding of the world by only using our 5 senses. I am amazed by the arrogance of man to think that our body encompasses all we need in order to know everything. We have no way to verify that 5 senses are all that we need in order to know the world around us. What if there is more information in the world than what can be understood through our senses? I know this sounds like the beginning monologue of some cheesy 50's sci-fi show.
I believe that the Christian does sense a world beyond the physical, in fact many people, regardless of their faith, have had anecdotal experiences with the non-physical world. There is a strange sensation that I am aware of at times when I am meditating and praying with God. It is something that is difficult to describe. Early Christians referred to it as a quickening of the spirit, some call it the moving of the Holy Spirit, It is a sensation that I experience that wells up inside of me to the point of overflowing into worship and praise. Those who know me know that I am not a man of emotion. I do not purposefully seek emotional experiences even in my christian walk, but I can not deny that there is something tangible, yet elusive to my senses when I am in communion with God. I am trying hard not to use Christianise when describing this but it is hard to put it in common lingo. It is an uncommon experience.
I do not base my faith on the fact that I have some anecdotal, metaphysical experiences. I only mention it to say that I believe there is more to this world than can be understood by mere mortal human senses.
My difficulty with atheist Aspies is that it does not seem logical to me to look at the scientific data around us and conclude there is no God. Even assuming that our 5 senses are all we need to go by, we are still left with plenty of evidence that points to a creator. Every time I hear of some new discovery that seems to reinforce secular thinking I look at the same evidence and realize it actually reinforces my understanding of God.
Even using scientific method it seems easy for me to be able to point back to God as the designer of this world and everything within it. Early scientists looked to God as the source of all of creation. Newton, who is often cited as the greatest scientist, wrote more about Christian doctrine than he did about science. We don't have to resort to "God said it and that's all I need to know" as an answer to understanding the world around us. All of creation points back to God. Origins have been heavily studied by scientists over the past 150 years or so. I should say, the effects of origins have been studied. Christians and secularists both have the same scientific data to study and yet we come to very different conclusions. No one alive today witnessed the origin of the universe so one big requirement of scientific method is removed from the equation already. We are supposed to rely strongly on observation in order to establish proper scientific method. All we have available today are the results of what happened at the birth of the universe. This leaves verifiability unavailable as well. We are left at an educated guess, at best, in understanding how we all got here.
This again brings me back to the question of why logic and reasoning itself are not enough for aspies to embrace the knowledge of God. It takes a great leap of faith to believe that the universe is the result of random chance. Statisticians show the likelihood of the big bang resulting in me being able to blog on this laptop right now as being astronomical. We have the historicity of the Bible, archaeological evidence, the conscience, very real dilemmas with alternative theories, etc. When employing the limitations of scientific method, early scientists were consistently brought back to the reality of God. It might be argued that it was their worldview that skewed their interpretation of the facts, but the same is just as easily said about atheistic interpretations of data.
My belief in God is first of all a gift from God. He opened my eyes to let me see. Beyond that I also see very clearly how everything, and I mean everything, in this world points me back to God. My faith is strengthened by scientific method, not distracted by it. Logic and reason enhance my understanding of God, it doesn't invalidate it. I am sure that other Aspies look at me and wonder how I can believe in a God that they have concluded does not exist. I can only pity them that they are enslaved by their own blindness.
Matt 13:15 "For this people’s heart has grown dull, and with their ears they can barely hear, and their eyes they have closed, lest they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears and understand with their heart and turn, and I would heal them"
Romans 1:21 "For although they knew God, they neither glorified him as God nor gave thanks to him, but their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened."
When one assumes that they can look within for the answer they deceive themselves. If I were lost and needed directions, I would be the last person to look to for the answer.
Mark 7:21 "For from within, out of men's hearts, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery,"
Admittedly, my writing is a bit disjointed on this post. I'm not always the best at communicating my thoughts. I guess ultimately I am trying to understand, from a secular perspective, how aspies can deny God after having actually invested real thought into the question. I might have an over-inflated appreciation for the aspie mind in thinking they, of all people, should be able to see God despite the darkness of man's heart but alas, unless God raises us up we are all desperately dead in our sins.
I do not base my faith on the fact that I have some anecdotal, metaphysical experiences. I only mention it to say that I believe there is more to this world than can be understood by mere mortal human senses.
My difficulty with atheist Aspies is that it does not seem logical to me to look at the scientific data around us and conclude there is no God. Even assuming that our 5 senses are all we need to go by, we are still left with plenty of evidence that points to a creator. Every time I hear of some new discovery that seems to reinforce secular thinking I look at the same evidence and realize it actually reinforces my understanding of God.
Even using scientific method it seems easy for me to be able to point back to God as the designer of this world and everything within it. Early scientists looked to God as the source of all of creation. Newton, who is often cited as the greatest scientist, wrote more about Christian doctrine than he did about science. We don't have to resort to "God said it and that's all I need to know" as an answer to understanding the world around us. All of creation points back to God. Origins have been heavily studied by scientists over the past 150 years or so. I should say, the effects of origins have been studied. Christians and secularists both have the same scientific data to study and yet we come to very different conclusions. No one alive today witnessed the origin of the universe so one big requirement of scientific method is removed from the equation already. We are supposed to rely strongly on observation in order to establish proper scientific method. All we have available today are the results of what happened at the birth of the universe. This leaves verifiability unavailable as well. We are left at an educated guess, at best, in understanding how we all got here.
This again brings me back to the question of why logic and reasoning itself are not enough for aspies to embrace the knowledge of God. It takes a great leap of faith to believe that the universe is the result of random chance. Statisticians show the likelihood of the big bang resulting in me being able to blog on this laptop right now as being astronomical. We have the historicity of the Bible, archaeological evidence, the conscience, very real dilemmas with alternative theories, etc. When employing the limitations of scientific method, early scientists were consistently brought back to the reality of God. It might be argued that it was their worldview that skewed their interpretation of the facts, but the same is just as easily said about atheistic interpretations of data.
My belief in God is first of all a gift from God. He opened my eyes to let me see. Beyond that I also see very clearly how everything, and I mean everything, in this world points me back to God. My faith is strengthened by scientific method, not distracted by it. Logic and reason enhance my understanding of God, it doesn't invalidate it. I am sure that other Aspies look at me and wonder how I can believe in a God that they have concluded does not exist. I can only pity them that they are enslaved by their own blindness.
Matt 13:15 "For this people’s heart has grown dull, and with their ears they can barely hear, and their eyes they have closed, lest they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears and understand with their heart and turn, and I would heal them"
Romans 1:21 "For although they knew God, they neither glorified him as God nor gave thanks to him, but their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened."
When one assumes that they can look within for the answer they deceive themselves. If I were lost and needed directions, I would be the last person to look to for the answer.
Mark 7:21 "For from within, out of men's hearts, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery,"
Admittedly, my writing is a bit disjointed on this post. I'm not always the best at communicating my thoughts. I guess ultimately I am trying to understand, from a secular perspective, how aspies can deny God after having actually invested real thought into the question. I might have an over-inflated appreciation for the aspie mind in thinking they, of all people, should be able to see God despite the darkness of man's heart but alas, unless God raises us up we are all desperately dead in our sins.
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